Hello there, Dearie,

It has been such a long time since I have “written” and since then I will admit… my life has been doing better. I won’t say all the way better since I am still sitting in my childhood bedroom praying for a way out, but it’s better as in I get to kiss him and I pray one day he will be mine again. But till then, I’ll give you a little update on life.

Let’s start at the top, the virus, still sucks like always. I won’t say it hasn’t done damaged to the store I work at but I will say that sales are… well different. I could sale a mask to you with in seconds of you looking at them. You want one that has adjustable ears and the metal on the nose, how about this you can also put a filter in them, go for Puppie Love brand masks. Vera Bradely is very light and loose on the face can put a filter in it as well, but the nose and ears aren’t so adjustable. But don’t let that stop you dear, they have cute designs. You want one that shows off your football team, we got you covered there too. But just to be clear no filter will go in them.

Yes, I would say business has been different. We sell more masks, baby stuff, and wedding gifts than we do normal stuff. But these are normal times. I think I worry more about what kind of stuff is going to happen in the next 5 minutes than what happens in the future. I also think I have drank more alcohol than I probably have in college… well actually no… probably more than I have after college after being left on read. Oh talking about that, guess who decided to finally message me 3 years later. But thats for different time when I finally unravel all my ex’s. For right now… lets stick with the positive.

I have gotten almost two raises in the first two months that I’ve worked at my new job and that says more than I have at the old job I had that which… is going under unfortunately. I feel bad for all my old coworkers that I loved so dearly which is at the moment only two. One who is someone I call my best friend, and the other actually no they are both my best friends. Work days are getting tough since the Holiday Season is upon us and all I want is to be back home but I can’t right now till he really wants me home but for now I am just hoping by Christmas I’m curled up in his lap and looking at our Christmas Tree together. Otherwise I am definitely taking my Tree home/to the shed because I can’t handle this.

But I am back with the writing/typing stuff for now just because this is how I get my thoughts clear out of my head and out where I can see it. To those who read it, Hello, welcome back, to those who just scan it Welcome to the end of my ted talk.

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